wow today was gay.
i love having people tell me things one of my best friends cant.
even tho those things made me cry, and it wasn't cute cause i hate crying in public. so it was weird cause everyone was giving me hugs..which i love but all the attention was on me, and for once i didnt like that. and then um yeah, i was afriad a teacher was going to ask whats wrong and i was going to have to talk about it with them, that wouldnt of been fun. um i would just like to say thanks for hurting me, this time was way worse that the other ones, and i hurt everywhere inside and i really wanna talk about it for the milionth time i know you dont but plz.

ohh and then volleyball today i wanted to cry. as if my legs arent sore enough and i can barley walk. everytime i would miss a ball my team would like get so pissed at me, okay i was having a bad day doesnt mean you all have to hate me for it. i could here them talking about me and i hate it cause they all have bad days in volleyball and i dont go and talk behind there back. but what i hate most about volleyball is i dont fit in with any groups there so im kinda just by myself. i mean yeah i have friends there, i have quite a few but they go with there cliques and i have no cliques there, so it sucks trying to find someone to play pepper with or just hang with during break.

so i have realized i have developed a horrible eating habit. i never eat anything good for me in a while. well actually i have but not much lately. all i eat is junk food or Popsicle. and i don't eat that mush i need to stop, and then i never have a lunch cause i hate walking to the microwave. plus there is always a line, gayyy. so yeah thaught i will share that. im trying to fix it tho.

um ill stop here cause i dont feel like typing. and i need to get back to my IMs.